04.04.09`

went out with Crazy (: meet her at 11plus went 845 bought ciqs :] than bus-ed to JurongPoint. & bus 30 to Vivo. walk walk & than went to bugis. haaah. nothing we found there we wanted. LOL. than walk to national library. Play there, spend there till 1hour like that. around 5plus took bus-ed 502 back. went boonlay buy something. than to taman. meeyup with victor there. than garrick came. Quarrel with dad over th phone. make me dam pekcek. 10plus went @#$%^&.

than acc them go eat. Jiu go CC there wait for hongxiang. 11pus he came with MingJie, WaWa, Gary, YingYou, Jeremy. slack slack there. around 12plus went Home.

- now & i've finally know, this family doesn't belong to me. Since th stroke you've given me. i got enough & i'm tired. i know i've did wrong. th moment you cane me. tears drop & i told myself i'll nvr talk to you & i'll rmb now & forever. those pain. Dad. You won't understand. th care & concern towards me is too much alr. I'm sorry but i gave up. i've no heart to this home that doesn't look like a home to me anymore. Dad Mum & Sis. i'm sorry. :') i'll contiune smile & overcome th fear and pain.

Sis i'm sorry i said those hush word to you. you'll be th great sis i ever have alright. ILoveYou ♥


05.04.09

went out meet abegail after i prepare. didnt really talk much to mum & dad. As th thing happen i cant forget. It's raining heavily in th morning & mum, you're so concern abt me & yet i did this to you. But i know i'll nvr regret. slak awhile at crazy house. around 2plus meet hongxiang & Jeremy at namdai. things happen. i should not say much here. than went back crazy house as they going down taman.

Home make me think is scary now. whenever i step into it. D: this feeling really sucks.